i ♥ destraille

GRATEFUL, I AM.

this few weeks has been a hell load of a ride.

seriously a roller coster.
on top of the current problem i have, i chidded one of my girlf for being selfish.

but thank god for nat.
nat has been there for me,
your small little words and actions to you, it might not mean anything.
but it has helped me thru this tought period of time.
you motivated me, you encouraged me.

you lended me your shoulder to cry on.
you lended me your heart and gave me advice.

i'm glad for such a friend.
thanks for being there for me when i felt most lost.
when i couldn't find a way out, you gave me a map.
thanks!

so i guess,
even if i want things to go my way,
it might not.
and if it does not go my way,
i guess i have to just move on.
i seriously hate living in suspense.
so i shall just keep my fingers crossed.

godblessme,

Weeee! LIKE THIS LOOK?
HAHAS' I SIMPLY ♥ IT!

malay dance is not as easy as it looks.
i ached all over after 1 lesson.

okays, went fareast and bugis right after dance lesson.
damn shagg.
okay i have decided to go back to buy my shoe and shirt!

things to buy

shoes.
tops.
skirt.
3/4 pants.
levis jeans.

and gosh! so many birthdays in july ):
plus plus so many important ppl.

i'll give you a nice warm huggg tml.(:
i promise.♥

i moved on, but why am i not moving forward?

-whats stopping me?

* i've decided to keep the other blog to myself.

all to myself., keeping all the secrets to myself.

yes, i'm selfish.

i saw this in junwei's blog.
& it reminded me of the people, i have,had, and love.

In this life, we all need Friends. Without Friends, we’re all nothing.
Friends, stand by each other.
Friends, cheer up each other.
Friends, hang out with each other.
Friends, keep one another smiling.
Friends, are there when you need them.
However, there are many different kind of people.
Different kind of people causes different kind of Friends.
There are Friends, who came across your heart, and left in a short while.
There are Friends, who came across your heart, and wished to stay for a bit.
There are also Friends, who came across your heart, and wished to stay forever.
Friends, who come and go.
Those who came and promised to stay forever, but eventually left, and broke your heart.
And Friends, who promised to stay forever, but you’re the one who chased them out of your heart.
There are Friends, who appeared to be really friendly, kind and caring, but turned out to be one of the most scheming fox in the world, backstabbed you, leaving you with nothing.
There are also Friends, who were there when you needed them most. When the one you loved most left you, they’re there.

i made a desision.
i'll still blog here, but on a more less personal level (:

for the past few days.
i have been out with siying! at vivo (:
yesterday, Nigel came along :D
next week cookie making session!
super yayness!

PICTURES LATER (:

i've decided to switch blog host.

but i'll still be back here to post! (:

I BAKED COOKIES AT MIDNIGHT,

i know i'm nuts.

yummyyummy, i ♥ cookies

&& i'm getting bored of blogspot

should i switch to another blog host?

no.

WHEN you told me about the head and heart question.
i got my answer,

i guess i made that desision long ago. (:
but i just wasn't sure.

thanks. you're the best.

now, i feel so much better.
after letting you guys know. :D

go after what you think is right.

follow your heart, and your heart will follow you! (:

THIS HOLIDAY,

i fell in love with handicraft.
stay tuned for my works! (:

如果我说爱，没有如果
错过就过你是不是会难过。

had ocm, i totally didn't study.
so god pls help me kayys, i did put in my best to do the paper
.HAHA.

After school went to lot one with connie, pohyi & michee (:
shoped, then connie & i went to have pizza hut!

feeling hungry? yes, you should (:
after that walked and bought stuff.

& i'm OFFICALLY IN LOVE WITH 敗犬女王主.
I COMPLETED THE DRAMA IN LESS ARD 1 DAY!

someone.LOVE ME.

OSA paper was good, thank god access wasn't tested.

after school called connie & poh yi.
dunno they got phone for what. -.-''
then sat at the bus stop they came.
decided to go have lunch with them.

OE feels so much like a class.
all the crap talk and jokes.

after that all of us went up to the play ground. haha.
damn pai sey.
the 3 of us headed to Diaso first.
walked, and something important caught my eye.
something that i once thought of making to give to samson, but couldn't find it.
bought it and did something elas. :D
very happy!

connie and pohyi bought something that will come in useful one day.
hahas' ♥ *wink,wink*